Your Gift is Your Curse Until it Comes Through Love (Pt 2)

I CAN SEE IN THE DARK.

This is my gift.

I can see what's hidden.

So I always felt that the world isn't a safe place to be as everyones lying to each other and to themselves without even knowing it. The interactions that occur in the invisible rule the show, but almost no one seems to be aware of it. It scared me.

For many years, I felt bored in most of my interactions and hated myself because the only thing I could see within me and in others is the ugliest self unexpressed and hidden of human nature.

Because I've never known how to deliver my gift, it has often been rejected, together with my whole self. So, I wouldn't bother telling people what is playing out in their shadow because not many liked being seen in their blind spots.

As I could never imagine that my curse was an actual precious gift, I would either not use it and let it consumes me, or I would use it as venomous dark arrows to kill my enemies when I would feel hurt and in danger, or manipulating people's minds and behaviour to play and get what I wanted.

Today I've chosen to offer my gift not to myself nor to someone, but to life. I am just starting to be detached from it to be received as my heart just wants to be what it’s here to be.

Yes, I can see through the dark.

Dark love is what my heart has come to burst.

I'm not afraid anymore for it to separate me from love as when it comes through love it makes me feel one with life.

WHAT IS YOUR GIFT ?

HOW DO YOU USE IT ?